Hello everyone it has been a long time since I blogged; I actually came on here to delete the blog because I felt it was no longer relevant and I did not want it coming up as No.2 on google when my name is searched. As you can see quite the contrary to deleting the blog I am adding to it! This blog was created for a research degree I decided to study alongside working as a professional performer. I chose to do the degree in Performing Arts and Education to further my knowledge in this area. I focused my study on how attending classes in the arts can change you as a person and which ways of teaching/study are most successful. I always knew I would one day fully commit to teaching and I did not want to be a dancer that just does so because it is a natural progression. Teaching is a passion, it is not your right because you can dance/act/sing  to teach others how to. I wanted to be informed, responsible and excellent at teaching and I am passionate about providing fun for everyone in the arts. The research degree was a way for me to develop, delve and discover my teaching techniques, attitudes and mantra.

I took the time to read my past posts before deleting the blog and I felt proud. My studies have the potential to help others, be it professionals needing guidance or parents to understand the importance of the arts, therefore I do not feel it should disappear. This blog stands alongside 2 years of hard work, as I was told to create the blog to share my findings with the wider community I felt it was not relevant to me. After reading past works I am proud to say I could not be more wrong. Yes some of the writing could be better, I could have posted more about my findings (and I might in the future) and it could be more interesting in parts however re-reading I hold my hands up and say some of the posts deserve to be read by a wider community.

If you are a parent/student deciding which performing arts classes to attend or if they are worth attending at all I urge you to consider the teaching style, and remember technique is not everything. Consider emotional aspects and the effects certain classes could have, try to balance this. If you do regimented ballet technique class balance this with a drama class. If you are a teacher think about your students individuality, dare to move away from the way you were taught and experiment with ways to gain the best from your pupils as performers and in daily life. The arts are expressive, never forget this. 

Veganism

I thought I would share these videos (click on title of this post) Because it is something I feel strongly about and think everyone should be aware of why to be vegan. After all the research and findings the main question really is 'why are you not vegan'?

Follow up post!!!

Follow up to earlier post

In my final project and previous post named 'agony and ecstacy' I talked about Deanes teaching and how if he taught in a different way he may get better results. I found this article which proves what I said is true:-
sweet-natured Daria a victim of domineering choreographer Derek Deane, reacting with graceful dignity to his barrage of destructive criticism. ‘God almighty, look at her! Absolutely dreadful. It wastes my time talking to her… I can’t be bothered!’ he ranted. It was like Black Swan, except that this was real life. We flinched for Daria, so beautiful and vulnerable in the lead role as Odette-Odile, facing the diminuendo of her career, as she was torn to shreds by Deane, the former artistic director of ENB – and described by one critic as a cross between Diaghilev and Simon Cowell. It made for compelling viewing, but it left a nasty taste.
And no one was more shocked than Czech-born Daria – now two weeks away from her 40th birthday – when she saw herself on screen. Meeting her at ENB’s headquarters in Kensington, West London, where she’s rehearsing, I raise the question of Deane’s bully-boy tactics, half expecting her to shrug it off, to say something diplomatic and self-effacing. But this wasn’t the first time they had clashed. When Daria, who is married to British stage technician Ian Comer, had her daughter Sabina ten years ago, Deane – who had been planning to choreograph Sleeping Beauty for her – was furious with her for the timing of her pregnancy, she claims.
Seeing herself on television being shouted at by Deane – during rehearsals for his spectacular in-the-round production of Swan Lake with 60 swans at London’s Royal Albert Hall last June – opened Daria’s eyes. ‘When I saw it from outside, I thought, “You know what? He will never speak to me like this ever again.” Some days it doesn’t upset you. But some days, if you’re feeling more fragile…many times I end up crying.
‘He achieves [results] because we’re all scared. But he makes a scar on people for the rest of their lives. There’s a different way to make dancers work hard and look amazing and still go home happy, but he doesn’t know how to do that. You know what, I’m not less than he is. He’s a choreographer. I’m a prima ballerina. I’d like to see how he’d react if I said, “This is s*** choreography and I have to dance it.”’

In rehearsal last month in West London for ENB's Strictly Gershwin

Daria and Vadim in rehearsal for ENB’s revival of Strictly Gershwin

There has been a metamorphosis since the ‘old ballerina’ allowed herself to be browbeaten and humiliated in front of the cameras only a year ago. The partnership viewers saw unfolding on screen with Vadim Muntagirov, a 21-year-old Russian straight out of ballet school, has taken off to ravishing effect, and Daria and Vadim are being applauded as a new Fonteyn and Nureyev. (‘All nonsense,’ says the down-to-earth Daria. ‘The only thing that’s the same is the age difference!’ She was dancing professionally before Vadim was born.)
She is sitting beside me on the floor, hair swept back in a ponytail, looking much younger than she did a year ago. I have been watching her and Vadim in the sauna-like heat of the studio during an hour-long rehearsal of Balanchine’s Tchaikovsky pas de deux, and am utterly entranced. (They are working with Ivan Dinev from the company’s ballet school, who is as gentle and supportive as Derek Deane is belligerent.) Daria, a wisp of chiffon tied around her waist, has the shy vivacity of a young girl as she looks into Vadim’s eyes – ‘It should look like you’re going to kiss each other,’ says Dinev – then leaps with absolute trust into his arms.
‘It’s very rare to find that partner to whom you’re connected emotionally as well as physically’
They practise the catch, until Daria laughs. ‘It is pain-free,’ she says. Perfect. There’s not a hint of the self-deprecating cynicism of a year ago, when she shrugged:‘After 20 years you think the critics will suddenly think I’m a star? I don’t think so.’ It’s not that she feels younger now, she says, because she didn’t feel old. If anything, dancing gets easier; not physically easier – ‘I get more pain’ – but there’s a confidence that comes with maturity. What Vadim has given her is inspiration. She waited
20 years for this, the partner who is ‘the one’, the soul mate. That’s why their on-stage chemistry has such a potent romantic appeal.

Read more: http://www.dailymail.co.uk/home/you/article-1393524/Real-life-Black-Swan-The-dramas-prima-ballerina-Daria-Klimentov.html#ixzz1ORTYd4gL

Finished!

Finally, after all these months I have finished my final module! It has been much more time consuming than anticipated but it is done now and I eagerly await the results! My two folders have gone off with the postman and I pray they make it on time, but with Royal Mail you never know!

The final printout of my work was hard to commit to because I know in the back of my mind I can always improve something or there will be a mistake somewhere in my text, but it had to be sent off so I just have to cross my fingers and hope I did my best.

Now for the slideshow............then I can truly say I have done it all!

Critical Reflection of Learning Across BAPP Course

Critical Reflection of Learning Across BAPP Course

Research is a process undertaken to find/provide knowledge of a subject and answer to a question, Spencer, A (2010). I discovered what this truly meant whilst conducting this project and throughout my degree course. The course has introduced me to the world of research, writing styles, practice and planning and helped me create some extremely helpful business tools.

The first module helped me to enhance my business by creating C.V’s, advertisements and making me question everything I did. I found this module extremely helpful in letting me discover areas of which I was passionate. Therefore when I came to the second module I already had a number of ideas about what to construct my research project on. The discovery of Kolb’s learning cycle, allowed me to keep my work on track and help me realise what my next step was to be. I helped myself by choosing a research area I am passionate about, because if I was not I feel my dislike for the written side of the project would have over-shadowed the want to research and I would not have given the findings the presentation deserved.

The planning and final modules have improved my knowledge of the dance education models. I used to teach the way I had been taught, taking techniques from a number of teachers and moulding them together to create my own style. I now know it is important to diversify knowledge as much as possible for younger students so they can learn other areas of the arts they like and understand dance is more than a regimented syllabus. I have been introduced to more ways of teaching dance and drama in order to develop more skills, such as the professional model (Autard-Smith,J 1994). By deciding upon research methods and finding dance is naturally a qualitative subject my ideas about dance examinations have been questioned. Before my enquiries about how best to conduct dance research I viewed dance competitions and examinations necessary as a way of proving skills. However I now feel they go against the natural production of a dance and can be unnecessarily degrading due to personal preference. The trinity national diploma does not use a number scale in order to grade its partakers; this is beneficial because it allows movement for individual creativity and style. I discovered that people have been theorising for centuries, such as Aristotle, about the importance of drama in dance in order for it to be successful. However found little research about how studying drama can improve a dancer. I find this strange considering how much ‘perform’ was shouted at me throughout my training. I hope my study will encourage dancers and teachers to include drama in their dance curricula.

The support I received from my tutor has allowed me finish this project and she has encouraged me to always aim a little higher. Without the support network that the blogs and my tutor provided I would have felt overwhelmed and probably given up, but being able to look on a blog and see others are struggling with the same thing, or being able to post a question allowed me to always find a reason to continue. I entered this project wanting a degree for the future, but I discovered things about myself; including passions, learning type and a better way to conduct my career.

Agony and Ecstacy

I watched this programme and I felt it linked so well with what my study wanted to show and how I am feeling about my injury! Just wanted to share this series about the English National Ballet.

http://www.bbc.co.uk/i/z8tp8/- link to episode 1 (which I have quoted in my project)

http://www.bbc.co.uk/i/zj0vc/ - this is the link to episode 2

I hope you enjoy!

Summary of Findings

The research project I conducted was named A study of the relationship between dancing and acting, with focus on how practical acting study affects dancers aesthetic presentation and career. I am pleased to report that the connection between the two arts was found in regards to how acting lessons can improve a dancer.

The results clearly show that a dancer who studies acting is not only given a bigger range of career opportunities and a well-rounded training to encompass a give a dance the ability to give a full performance beyond technique; but they are better equipped to deal with emotions. The dancing world needs people who are well developed emotionally in order for them to know how to express choreographic stories, deal with the pressures of intense training and critique, and be able to adapt to their lifestyle if/when they cannot dance. If a dancer does not learn to express themselves several negative things can develop within their being, such as, depression or an eating disorder.

Vocational dance schools are including drama lessons as a larger part of the curriculum however I feel they need to explain the reasons for this so they understand how it can help their dancing, meaning the commitment and effort in the drama lessons will be improved and lessons will not be passed up on so pupils can spend more time developing their dance technique.

The results of the research show that studying drama has an extremely positive effect on the aesthetic presentation of a dancer, but more importantly on the emotional development of a person. Thus meaning they are able to see themselves as more than a dancer but as a person capable of achieving anything they want to.

Positives:

· Gain better emotional development equalling in less chance of depression or eating disorder

· Learn to express and act so can give expressive performance with face and body not just create choreographic shapes.

· Allows dancers to take a break from constant strife for perfection and build their confidence, meaning dancers can come back to the rehearsal room rejuvenated.

· Learn breathing techniques which help stamina and movements

· Release tensions

· Allows dancer to become a double threat meaning they have more job opportunities.

Negatives:

· Takes up more time – extracting time from rehearsals or free time.

Recommendations:

· Vocational dance training to incorporate/include dance lessons and explain to pupils reasoning behind it.

· Dance teachers to play drama games and get pupils to think of characterisation in order to develop a rounded performance/dancer.

· Musical Theatre classes to start with drama in order to get dancers thinking as full performers not just technicians

· Vocational training colleges to start day with acting to allow pupils to relax, build confidence, think about emotions and wake up their minds so they can think about what they are doing. Most dance colleges start the day with ballet class as it is basis to all dance techniques, however if pupils minds are not awake and they do not know who to express themselves the class becomes nothing more than running through the motions without any progress being made except warmer muscles.